be grateful!

There was a blind girl who hated herself because she was blind.

She hated everyone, except her loving boyfriend. He was always there for her.

She told her boyfriend, "If I could only see the world, I will marry you." One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her. When the bandages cameoff, she was able to see everything, including her boyfriend. He asked her, 'Now that you can see the world, will you marry me?'

The girl looked at her boyfriend and saw that he was blind. The sight of his closed eyelids shocked her. She hadn't expected that. The thought of looking at them the rest of her life led her to refuse to marry him.

Her boyfriend left her in tears and days later wrote a note to her saying: 'Take good care of your eyes, my dear, for before they were yours, they were mine.' This is how the human brain often works when our status changes. Only a very few remember what life was like before, and who was alwaysby their side in the most painful situations.

Life Is a Gift

Today before you say an unkind word
- Think of someone who can't speak.

Before you complain about the taste of your food
- Think of someone who has nothing to eat.

Before you complain about your husband or wife
- Think of someone who's crying out to GOD for a companion.

Today before you complain about life
- Think of someone who went too early to heaven.

Before you complain about your children
- Think of someone who desires children but they're barren.

Before you argue about your dirty house someone didn't clean or sweep
- Think of the people who are living in the streets.

Before whining about the distance you drive
- Think of someone who walks the same distance with their feet.

And when you are tired and complain about your job
- Think of the unemployed, the disabled, and those who wish they had your job.

But before you think of pointing the finger or condemning another
- Remember that not one of us is without sin and we all answer to one MAKER.

And when depressing thoughts seem to get you down
- Put a smile on your face and thank GOD you're alive and still around.

Enjoy everything about your life and be thankful every moment, for life is more than just a gift. It's a gift from your One True Love.

ang buhay sa abroad..

• Akala ng mga tao na nasa Pilipinas kapag nasa Japan ka akala nila madami ka ng pera. Ang totoo, madami kang utang, dahil credit card lahat ng gamit mo sa pagbili mo ng mga gamit mo.
  Kailangan mo gumamit ng credit card para magka-credit history ka, kase pag hindi ka umutang o wala kang utang, hindi ka pagkakatiwalaan ng mga hapon. Pag wala kang credit card, ibig sabihin wala kang kapasidad magbayad.
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  Akala nila mayaman ka na kase may kotse ka na. Ang totoo, kapag hindi ka bumili ng kotse sa Japan maglalakad ka ng milya-milya sa ilalim ng init ng araw o kaya sa snow. Walang jeepney, tricycle o padyak sa Japan.
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  Akala nila masarap ang buhay dito sa Japan . Ang totoo, puro ka trabaho kase pag di ka nagtrabaho, wala kang pangbayad ng bills mo sa kotse, credit card, ilaw, tubig, insurance, bahay at iba pa. Hindi ka na pwedeng tumambay sa kapitbahay kase busy din sila maghanap buhay pangbayad ng bills nila.
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  Akala nila masaya ka kase nagpadala ka ng picture mo sa Disneyland, DisneySea, Sea Paradise, Tokyo Tower, Universal Studios at iba pang attractions. Ang totoo, kailangan mo ngumiti kase nagbayad ka ng Y9000+ para makarating ka dun, kailangan mo na naman ang 6 hours na sweldo (sa mga regular minimum pay) mong pinangbayad sa ticket.
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  Akala nila malaki na ang kinikita mo kase YEN na sweldo mo. Ang totoo, malaki pag pinalit mo ng peso, pero YEN din ang gastos mo sa Japan. Ibig sabihin ang yen mong kinita sa presyong yen mo din gagastusin. Ang P15.00 na sardinas sa Pilipinas Y250 sa Japan , ang isang pakete ng sigarilyo sa pilipinas P40.00, sa Japan Y320. Ang upa mo sa bahay na P10,000 sa Pilipinas, sa Japan Y70,000++.
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  Akala nila buhay milyonaryo ka na kase ang ganda ng bahay at kotse mo. Ang totoo milyon ang utang mo. Ang bago mong kotse 5 taon mong huhulugan. Ang ang insurance pa ng sasakyan, doble sa presyong binayad mo. Ibig sabihin, alipin ka ng kotse mo.
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  Madaming naghahangad na makarating sa Japan . Lalo na mga care-givers, mahirap maging normal na manggagawa sa Pilipinas. Madalas pagod ka sa trabaho. Pag dating ng sweldo mo, kulang pa sa pagkain mo. Pero ganun din sa ibang bansa katulad ng Japan. Hindi ibig sabihin yen na ang sweldo mo, yayaman ka na, kailangan mo ding magbanat ng buto para mabuhay ka sa ibang bansa.
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  Isang malaking sakripisyo ang pag alis mo sa bansang pinagsilangan at malungkot iwanan ang mga mahal mo sa buhay. Hindi pinupulot ang pera dito o pinipitas. Hindi ako naninira ng pangarap, gusto ko lang buksan ang bintana ng katotohanan.

our queen's birthday...

happy happy birthday mommy...

I love you sooooo much...

lessons

In life, we always search for answers because we want to prove to ourselves that we have made the right decisions, but the truth is, we can't search for what's not there. Things happen because they're meant to happen, that's why we forgive people even if they hurt us, we love people who don't love us, and we smile after every painful break of our hearts..at the end of the day, the lessons we'll learn are the answers we are searching for...

REUNiON

Heto na naman ako, walang magawa, di makatulog, nagpupuyat, nagpapadami ng pimples, at naisipan ko panoorin ang Kapuso Mo; Jessica Soho. Ganda topic, about goats[lol], tipid tips for xmas and reunion. Ayun pumasok na naman sa systema ko ang excitement at inggit. Na-iingit ako kase for sure, white, cold and super lonely christmas na naman ang mararanasan ko. Although kasama ko na parents ko and other relatives, friends, iba parin kasi ang pasko sa pinas. Walang kasing saya, walang kasing ligaya [ay syet!],. At ayun, na excite na naman ako dahil 18 days nalang at uuwi na naman ako sa pinas. Yahoooooo!!! I get to spend some quality time with my fam bam, especially my lola's, lola cion and lola toy. Then my friends and I can hang out anytime we want! YAHOOOO!!!! I'm supah dupah excited!! I'll get to see my relatives that I haven't seen for ages. Wow!!! Excitement is really inside my system, haha.

I wish I could be with all of my loved ones in one place.

Pag ako yumaman bibili ako ng bansa at dun ko patitirahin mga mahal ko sa buhay, kumpleto sa work, bahay, fun, night life, lovelife, lifelife.. lol..

best to worst

I'm falling in love to someone I know I can't have. Sakit noh?! Well thats life. You just have to suck it! lol. Minsan gusto ko na mura murahin si kupido. Sa dinami dami ng pesteng lalake sa mundo, why him?! Andyan naman si ano.. tsaka si ano.. pati din si ano... pero bakit siya?! bakit ngayon?! hindi noon?!

Nasa huli talaga ang pagsisisi. Ngayon ko lang na prove. Siguro, if I opened my heart to chances before akin na sana sya ngayon. Hindi na sana nagdurugo ang puso ko ngayon [ay syet!].. Ang saklap ng lovelife ko, first time ko ma inlove ng bonggang bongga, sabay hindi pa pwede. I wish I could just turn back the time and correct all my mistakes. Hindi ko nalang sana sya tinake for granted noon.

I'm in love with my friend. YES!! That's true. I'm in love with someone taken [taken daw sya sabi ng kumag!]. Habang papalapit ng papalapit ang araw ng aking pag uwi sa bayang sinilangan, lalong napapabilis ang tibok ng puso ko. Lalong tumitindi ang nerbyos at takot ko sa mga mangyayari. At lalo din dumadami ang mga tanong ko. Dami kong tanong sa isip ko, what if may girlfriend talaga sya at ipakilala sakin?! how would I react?! Anong sasabihin ko?! Kapag nagkita kami, would he hug me would I hug him or kiss him or whatever?! Will he still be the same person I used to know?! Will he change? if yes,why?! damn! I'm disturbed. Everynight before I close my eyes, I'm searching for answers. Reminiscing. And just cry myself to sleep. I want him, I love him, and I wanna be with him badly. I'm excited, I'm scared and I'm lonely.

He's arrogant, selfish, judgemental and yet I love him.
He's bossy, foolish and naughty and still I love him...

One thing I learned,, you have to deal with the worst before you get all the best..